:: punched, drunk and loved ::

Donnerstag, Dezember 30, 2004

poof. stupid weather makes me wanna laze in bed all day long.

latest coke addiction : coke light with a twist of lemon.
i dunno why i am so addicted to coke n root beer these days.. i buy a new big bottle every other day. must be the body trying to make up for the deprivation for the last 2 decades. but it doesn't make too much sense becoz i'm craving for nuggets n sticky choc pudding too. hmm.

i have 45mins to kill.

i bought my sisters the prince of tennis's - wat do u call this - handphone dangles (long ago when they were infatuated n i wasn't) n now i'm trying to steal them back.

jiayun is a lucky girl. she's going out with me later.

it was |4:46:00 PM|

Mittwoch, Dezember 29, 2004

i ended up watching this jap anime with my sister today. it's abt this guy who has the (mis)fortune of living with his 12 sisters + 1 fake sister all of a sudden. n his good fren from sch was so jealous of him surrounded by so many pretty girls. my sister is convinced that she wants an older brother too n i was like, "u think i dun want meh. n i dun want any sisters too."

but that's not the pt. the pt is, this cartoon reminds me of the first day in sch when our class consisted of one guy and 24 girls and all the other guys were congratulating him, "david chan u lucky ass!" while he desperately wanted to transfer out. and how c. tan looked so disappointed that of all classes, her form class has only one guy. lol.

it was |11:03:00 PM|

Samstag, Dezember 25, 2004

now, this was one funeral that was definitely wrong. it's wrong. it's immoral. it's totally unfair how we got to live until now while she had to die for a social wrong. coz no matter wat, we are definitely healthy and sane (in the general sense of the words) 20-s'thing yr olds while she killed herself, at age 14, an only child.

hands up, all those of us who skipped the occasional bfast or lunch.
hands up, all those of us who starved ourselves for a few days only to binge on some ridiculous buffet, and then starving ourselves a few more days afterwards.
hands up, all those who ever gawked at skinny models in the magazines.
hands up, all those of us who ever bitched abt skinny uglee girls.
hands up, all those of us who haven't been honest with our own body images.
hands up, all those of us who ever felt good abt puking.

hands up, all those who ever called s'one else a "Fat Pig".

the girl committed suicide becoz she cudn't stand the torment from her schmates anymore. it was neither their nor her fault really. she had been a pretty girl all along but a genetic condition caused her to balloon suddenly and our dear medical science cudn't help her fast enough to prevent the onslaught of the evils of young sch children.

and so, she had a close coffin. she jumped off the building.
_____

but we all have our pessimistic and scary sides.

no matter wat, i'm always thankful for small mercies: the strong and stable gaw-ment, the clean and safe streets, the rice we eat, the clothes we wear, the jimmy choos, the takuya kimuras all over the world, belgium-imported chocolates, french wine at fancy restuarants, blahblahblah blahblahblahblahblah *yawns*

but most importantly, my frens who care so much... which means all of you and you and you and all of YOU out there.

i really really hope that next yr will be better for all of us.

merry belated x'mas and happy happy new yr!

it was |11:20:00 PM|

Dienstag, Dezember 21, 2004

[danette] coke addiction. says:
oh man
[danette] coke addiction. says:
J8 is swarming with RJ kids alr'd!
[danette] coke addiction. says:
yux!
[danette] coke addiction. says:
hmmp
joanne says:
isit
joanne says:
didnt notice
... synthetic noise says:
sigh it was already so crowded w/o them
... synthetic noise says:
nxt time coffee bean sure wun have any places at all
[danette] coke addiction. says:
yes. sickening. our own heartland mall. now become so super crowded!
joanne says:
then go other cof bean lor
joanne says:
ahahha
[danette] coke addiction. says:
last time was the place i go n destress ok
[danette] coke addiction. says:
now i go there i feel more stressed
[danette] coke addiction. says:
oh..
[danette] coke addiction. says:
and haha
[danette] coke addiction. says:
i tell u all wat happened..
[danette] coke addiction. says:
i think there was a canoeing "open hse" some days ago...
[danette] coke addiction. says:
like they asked all those who signed up during open hse to go down to kallang with them to have a look at how canoeing really is...
joanne says:
yucks
[danette] coke addiction. says:
then my sister managed to persuade all her frens who signed up not to go
... synthetic noise says:
your sis is GOOD
[danette] coke addiction. says:
so instead, they watched anime and pigged on junk food at someone's hse that day
[danette] coke addiction. says:
hahaha
[danette] coke addiction. says:
(sounds like us now)
[danette] coke addiction. says:
haha i heard alr'd i laughed
joanne says:
ahahhahaha
joanne says:
if jiao lian knows this
joanne says:
he'll be damnsad
[danette] coke addiction. says:
haha too bad
[danette] coke addiction. says:
must tell the truth to the public!
[danette] coke addiction. says:
esp now that they are positioned next to macritchie reservior...
[danette] coke addiction. says:
EVEN WORSE POSITION

luckily.. we were next to a canal. i dun think that lynnkoh lin wud've been so nice to arrange our runs in bishan park.

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