:: punched, drunk and loved ::

Donnerstag, März 31, 2005

if u had known this girl since secondary sch, u'ld noe that she always drown herself in jergens after been in the sun and b4 she went to sleep.

if u had known this girl since kindergarten, u'ld noe that she nv needed to comb her hair. and it was always fine and shiny.

just now, i'ld finally noticed that my skin is so dry it is patchy. and my hair is finally starting to fizz. *glooms*

whoever delivers healthy wholesome food here to me in sch i'll love u forever and ever!

it was |9:38:00 PM|

Staring at a million brilliant lights
But still Penny and I are alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly

Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under the pink moonlight
It’s always Penny and me tonight

Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up and push the petal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
Oh, oh Close our eyes pretend to fly
It’s always Penny and me tonight

Penny likes to get away
And drown her pain in lemonade
And Penny dreams of rainy days
And nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days

Uh, uh, uh

Singing along to feeling alright
Making it by the pink moonlight
It’s always Penny and me tonight

it was |8:41:00 PM|

Dienstag, März 29, 2005

trying the grill chicken foldover for the first time,

wshan: (reading off the paper) u are wat u eat...
me: (immediately after that sank my teeth into it) omg it's so bland.
(5seconds later)
me: omg i'm gonna be bland!

i noe it doesn't sound funny at all but it was so funny to us at that time. hah

n i found this on the blog of another fren of hers. which reminds me of why i am so bland.

put a cross next to those that apply to you.

(X) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(X) swore at your parent
(X) been in love
(X) been close to love
() been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(X ) broken a bone
() been high
(X ) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist
(X) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
(X) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour--or water
(X ) bitten someone
( ) been to Disneyland
(X ) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the same sex -heh mummy(:
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(X) had a crush on someone of the same sex
() had feelings for someone who didn't reciprocate
( ) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(X ) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
(X) purposely hurt yourself
(X) taken painkillers
(X) miss someone right now

guess that's still too much more things for me to do.

it was |2:07:00 AM|

ok i kinda screwed up the link i'm sorry. but EVERYBODY, dun be stupid. follow the link on the left that says "johnny" n u'll reach there.

well, dun worry, i'm not that bad. yet. reinning in all unpleasanties of everything else very numbly.

a'ways, wat i REALLY wanted to say today is, this is wat i found on my sister's fren's blog.

"haha alright. we are all gonna be in NJ elite club(: our meeting place shall be H.H. the canoeists are not elite because they are all fitness freaks and they clique together thinking they're so cool when they all look FREAKY!

(blahblahblah)

i mean can you believe it? nationalists know they are boring and know their uniform sucks and they stone too much but they don do anything bout it? thats not the way man. thats so wrong man. and WE are gonna start the changes around here"

haha. since when was canoeing ever cool. everyone else who hears u WERE a canoeist thinks u're still a freak. how sad.

i hope they do start some changes soon. n whoever is free next next wk n wants to go back to the sparkling new rj with the rotten tables n steeple chase n hockey goalposts gimme a buzz.

it was |1:17:00 AM|

Sonntag, März 27, 2005

haha. i think, johnny summed it up the best.

i will be gone for the next two wks. hopefully i will really be gone n not let myself get distracted.

both emotional n trying times. i wonder y all the bad things always happen around submission time. dun let ur heart rule so much. n dun use ur head to think so much too. just do it.

it was |12:50:00 AM|

Freitag, März 18, 2005

i find it amazing, how in times of stress, i can still skip an ENTIRE DAY of sch n spend it in front of my teevee with chips, chocolate and vanilla coke. yes. glued to the teevee. only getting up to go to the washroom. or change the vcd.

i blame channel u. if they haven't shown the trailers for "Good Luck" (it's AIRING -pun not intended- on mondays n tuesdays 730pm startiing in april!!! go watch!) i wun't have dug up my sis's old vcd n watch them. well, coz i had a hunch i wun be watching any teevee starting from next wk but on second thots, i'll definitely tune in to this again. which will make it, the fifth time that i'm watching the serial? and it's real nice. well at least to me. takuya kimura is an ana pilot in the show!!! (hah! caught u drooling!)

n oh yes, din't u catch howl's moving castle? go watch that too! howl is very handsome. esp when his hair turned black. (jul i noe u like him with blond hair.. but still.. black hair better!) and howl is voiced by takuya too! haha.. yes, the DATE julie was refering to, actually it was just beng n i.. (but then later she also scandalously asked her fren along too. hiakhiak voz n lynn u all have missed out much. hah recently the spade of GOOD LUCK seem to have struck me.. accidental dinners with all those secret couples whom nobody/seen the other half b4... haha) it was such a good time.. well just simply catching up with her n laughing at her vain manicure... (yes! she made me trudge back with her just to re-do her manicure coz the loser forgot n smudged it while digging in her bag..)

but seriously. there're a million things due. an history essay on islam and 3 panels of sketches+write-up on little india for UD which i have NO IDEA how start any of them. and there's the permanent headache for design. well our group has also decided to chuck the es to one side until design submission. and the stupid BU proj!!! ARRRGH. but most of all... i hate UD!!!

n i vowed to finish all of them SOON then i'll have more time for my dear candice when she comes back!!! get started get started get started argh!

go away takuya. stop distracting me.

hmm.. been using the word "hate" too much recently. but then there are some pple who are starting to get on my nerves. very much.

ah. back to my chips n choc n vanilla coke!

n my verdict? jap shows are STILL A LOT better than korean shows (even tho' i may like the teary weepy drama mama bo lee xie so much). the jap guys are cuter. the girls are chioer. the scenery is nicer. the storyline is not as ridiculous. there're more interesting camera angles like some anime intro/exit. the characters are "younger" n more relevent. and blah blah blah blah blah. somebody plz plz plz go n beg fuji teevee for the rights!!!

it was |7:31:00 PM|

Donnerstag, März 17, 2005

backbeat, the word was on the street
that the fire in your heart is out
i'm sure you've heard it all before
but you never really had a doubt
i don't believe that anybody
feels the way I do about you now

and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how

because maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me
and after all, you’re my wonderwall

i find that i have a million things brooding inside but i can't find anyone whom i can talk with.

pathetic existence eh?

it was |4:43:00 PM|

Dienstag, März 15, 2005

first it was the rain,
then the sun
heat and cold
wild animals
other tribes
your own tribe
ur neighbour
terrorists

to keep out

they say, let's run to the line of trees
stick a few wooden poles in the ground
later we argued who the river belongs to
mark out a boundary
flat timber fence
a guard post
the Great Wall
a fortress
with soldiers

to keep out

under the tree
in the cave
4 posts and a shelter
walls
dwelling
hut
cottage
house
townhouse
city hall
monuments
skyscapers

to keep out

mud and straw
stick and timber
stone and brick
concrete and steel
glass and plastics

to keep out

lock ur doors
look ur door gates
put a path between ur door and the front gate
oh yes and lock ur front gate too

to keep out

an inkmark
certified labels
passwords
passports
fingerprints
barcodes
infra-ray scanners
x-rays
retina eye-scans
dna matches from ur hair, saliva, skin and sperm

to keep out

we run faster
we fly higher
we dig deeper
we build bigger

to keep out

wat's up with us?
us and all our advanced civilisations?
progress will save us
but we are living in more fear than ever

we thot that we are done with axes, spears, arrows, swords and cannons
we have poisons, guns, rifles, military tanks, chemical gases, atomic bombs, long distance missiles, nuclear bombs, bacteria and germs.
and ur neighbour can possibly be making a bomb in his garage

we are living in dangerous times, they say
but they dunno that the danger is coming from ourselves
the moment we thot of "protect from... "

it was |8:54:00 PM|

Sonntag, März 06, 2005

at times like this, all i wanna do is to escape again.

it was |8:36:00 PM|

Samstag, März 05, 2005

matter of life and death?

dun make me laugh.

u noe, we're taken for granted.

guess i am not good enough for less than 2hrs of some pple's time anymore.

u noe, i really wanted to stay positive this entire yr.

as one of my politically incorrect funny bones said, "wahlau ey'... ta ma de boh-hue wo liao"

i like politically incorrect pple. at least they are honest.

"like a mad dog barking..."

u noe, there was a reason why, of all places, it was set in munchie monkey.

mada mada dane...

but for all of u who came down last night... u girls made all the difference! thanx! i looked thru' our videos n i kept laughing.. hahaha.. i'll pass the video ar'd soon!

it was |4:51:00 PM|

Donnerstag, März 03, 2005

happiness...

red box of apollo choc for bfast

new orange photo frame on the shelf

(with pic of me and my bestest best fren!)

yellow banana milkshake to replenish energy after a shopping trip

new GREEN alarm clock to wake me up

blue-bear stickers that made me smile secretly

indigo tshirt that i love

pics of purple skies stuck on the walls

i've got a rainbow today. how else can i not be happy?

i mean, other than the dreaded month of never-ending deadlines ahead... u noe i suddenly r'bered mr. yap's lame joke?

"a deadline means that once u cross the line, u are dead".

it was |11:58:00 PM|

Mittwoch, März 02, 2005

And i seen the sun up ahead at the county line bridge sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead.

well this place is old
it feels just like a beat up truck
i turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
well it smells of cheap wine, cigarettes
this place is always such a mess
sometimes i think i'd like to watch it burn
i'm so alone and i feel just like somebody else
man, i ain't changed, but i know i ain't the same
but somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
i think of death, it must be killin' me

it was |4:43:00 AM|

Dienstag, März 01, 2005

IT'S COMING IN JUNE!!!!

so freaking unfair. it opens in apr everywhere else but is only coming to singapore in JUNE!! -can't wait alr'd- i hope that they open ON TIME.

http://hitchhikers.movies.go.com/main.html

it was |2:05:00 AM|