nice girls are hot
danette


nice girls like blingblings
glittery hairpins
frilly skirts
pointy heels
and the lacoste
sleek camo
z4 coupé individual


nice girls are greedy too
transiberia!
giraffe for a pet
chocolate factory
summers that last forever
old fashioned ice creams
a handsome black horse
latin amerikka-ka-ka
borders and that cd shop
hedonistic holidays
beer, chips and girls

nice people are talkative



everyone has a past.
and here's mine.

Mai 2004
Juni 2004
Juli 2004
August 2004
September 2004
Oktober 2004
November 2004
Dezember 2004
Januar 2005
Februar 2005
März 2005
April 2005
Mai 2005
Juni 2005
Juli 2005
August 2005
September 2005
Oktober 2005
November 2005
Dezember 2005
Januar 2006
Februar 2006
März 2006
April 2006
Mai 2006
Juni 2006
Juli 2006
August 2006
September 2006
Oktober 2006
November 2006
Dezember 2006


Sonntag, Juli 31, 2005


i've added huiping, yuxun, kenrus and kenn to the links (below). welcome to the happening crowd! haha. actually i'd wanted to add minghui and the alsace-lorraine girl some time back too, but my main comp crashed and i lost all my links.

but what i really wanna say was - just when i am disillusioned and sworn to lay off gathering gatherings, my dear darling who is leaving too soon and has too little time for everybody made me believe in the goodness of humankind again! happy!


z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
cannot lah
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
i noe u must meet [him]
ladeedah says:
no lar/...
ladeedah says:
hahahah
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
*wink wink nudge nudge*
ladeedah says:
i can always meet him another time
ladeedah says:
u more impt leh
ladeedah says:
=)
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
WAH!!!!
ladeedah says:
hahhaha of course
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
i am so touched!
ladeedah says:
u touched a not
ladeedah says:
heehee
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
*sniffss* ... u are one of the first pple to say that!
ladeedah says:
of course... u my darling what
ladeedah says:
heehee
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
everybody always go n meet bfs and ignore me. *sniffs*
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
oh yes my dear
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
haha
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
*MUACKZ*
ladeedah says:
hahah ok so i see u on sat
ladeedah says:
see ya babe!
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
okok now i'm motivated to organise and get the other two too!
z is for zegna. z is for zenith. z is for zara. z is for zhuang. of coz z is cool. says:
yupz CYA!

it was |11:30:00 PM|

Samstag, Juli 30, 2005


dancing where the stars go blue
dancing where the evening fell
dancing in my wooden shoes
in a wedding gown
dancing on seventh street
dancing through the underground
dancing little marienet
are you happy now?
where do you go when you're lonely?
where do you go when you're blue?
where do you go when you're lonely?
i follow you when the stars go blue

it was |1:18:00 AM|

Freitag, Juli 29, 2005


today is the kind of day that, u screw up for ur first meeting/appointment, and u become late for everything else during the day.

or else everything else screws up. like amusing a bunch of impt looking businessmen at the airport, in the wrong way. forgetting to bring the most important thing. getting an old chee ko pek angmoh doctor when u cant reach ur regular doctor at the hospital. not being able to find a single pretty bra in a brashop stacked to the ceilings with bras. not being able to be more decisive in certain, erm, decisions. not being able to get a decent crop top for the night when crop tops are THE RAGE now. losing money. making a booboo during ultra nice glam maybe-will-nv-happen-again-in-the-next-50-yrs dinner. and so happily wiping the camera out to take photo with my big, red, loopsided childhood fan (haha pun!) to find it is so low batt it cannot even be turned on.

it's TIME to be more responsible with TIME. crap. total up the amt i spend on cabs for the last wk i can happily get my precious TIME.

hey i did wake up at 5.30am ok. just that it has been millions of yrs since i last woke up at that time so i told myself.. ok 5 more mins. and the next time i saw the alarm it was 6.30...

otherwise. everybody always has impressive but not impressive enough for me excuses. what a rotten place.

it was |11:27:00 PM|

Dienstag, Juli 26, 2005


i'm in my ribbons craze now!

it all started with a short piece of leftover ugly use-for-colouring-monsters green ribbon. i tied it to my hair. i liked the way it looked. the next thing i knew, my feet went on auto-pilot to spotlight while i was in town to return some books (and i was supposed to be on a rush to somewhere else!) so i have 4 more long ribbons to go crazy now! and u bet i'm gonna get more *beams* mint, lemon yellow, peach jump, and a fairy pink piece...

i always thot what a wonderful job those people who invent names for colours have. paint tubes, lipsticks, blahblah and now even ribbons. i want that job.

well, and the mint ribbon i used immediately helped me at the mahjung table later me thinks. me din't lose as much as the last time we played at kenn's hse. (kelvin refused to pay if nv play money so me the only non gambler ended up being the biggest loser. xyz.)

and while i love too much and nv resist any sinful oily food... last night's hawker thoroughfare was a li'l, erm.. too thorough. even for me. felt like an oil well abt to sprout anytime while the cab bumped its way home.

and they're leaving too soon. without me. sigh.

it was |1:31:00 AM|

Sonntag, Juli 24, 2005


everything will be alrite cos God is in control and i have u to whine to.. says:
kelly on the phone la
everything will be alrite cos God is in control and i have u to whine to.. says:
not huanjie
everything will be alrite cos God is in control and i have u to whine to.. says:
they jus came back fr hk!!!
candice says:
shopping and eating!
Lynnkoh says:
oh i see...
Lynnkoh says:
hehe
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
hey candice..yahman.. we were at huanjie's workplace y'day too!
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
we need to hang out lydat that more
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
u noe wat i realised?
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
even tho' wenshan has been so secretive and all that last time
everything will be alrite cos God is in control and i have u to whine to.. says:
ya!?!?!??!
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
...
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
haha
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
wat
[zhuangz] chocolate milk and assam fishhead dun mix says:
no lah. but it's the first time we hang out with a teammate-in-law!
Lynnkoh says:
oh yes it is!!!!
Lynnkoh says:
heheh
everything will be alrite cos God is in control and i have u to whine to.. says:
hahahahaha

it was |11:31:00 PM|

Freitag, Juli 22, 2005


one of the lovely things there that made me secretly smile a li'l.

i think the people there are really nice. unlike some people here.

anyways, the dim sum buffet restuarant captain can recognise me now. so can the auntie dishing out the longs.

otherwise, i've stumbled upon a new and nicer way to upload photos on blogger. no more irritating-have-open-another-program hello! plus the words can go around the pic nicely!

and erm, ulu me has discovered that the msn wallapaper can be changed. (yes that is very very ulu and stupid of a msn-pioneer i know). but i'm having fun with all the shawn yue photos i've stashed last wk. hahaha

it was |1:45:00 AM|

Mittwoch, Juli 20, 2005


after having my head in the clouds for the past few days, i've finally came crashing down back on the earth. and man is it hot here or what!

it was |10:53:00 PM|

Dienstag, Juli 12, 2005


now, this is wat i call amusing.

who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
chey. why do u wanna take physics?
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
inspired by tan boon poh's talk y'day?
sylvia voz~ says:
cos its my lousy faculty requirement!
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
heheh
sylvia voz~ says:
whos tanboonpoh ah?
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
the canoeing tcher!
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
sitting next to u... ... ... ... ...
sylvia voz~ says:
ooh!!!!!!
sylvia voz~ says:
hahahah paiseh
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
aiyah anyways u wanna take a business mod tog?
sylvia voz~ says:
crap talked to him for hrs and i still didnt know who he is
who is the girl with the crying face, looking at millions of signs? says:
bahahahaahaha!
_____

cafe cartel has a puking effect on me. everytime when i eat there i wanna puke after that.

and mrs lee said i've become more feminine! (mr. lee's wife. wah she looks so elegant just standing there waiting for his car! oh yes we hitched a ride in his car.. coz we were super late in meeting bengz for dinner! 1 and 1/2 hrs to be exact.)

this was how it went:

mr. lee - ey zhuangz i think u got hope alr'd. my wife just said that u've become more feminine.
me - huh???
mrs. lee - last time ur hair was shorter right? now longer...
[yes, we were at their ROM, their wedding, their hse warming so she had plenty of chances to observe us.]
me - hur??? erm, maybe coz no money to cut hair...

it was |12:58:00 AM|

Donnerstag, Juli 07, 2005


long day. extremely tired. to the bones.

a man sees the leg of a dead frog twitching when touched by a steel knife. and the next thing we know is that we have the first electric battery, the voltaic pile, leading in due course to electric trams, trains, union strikes and terrorist attacks.

it was |11:37:00 PM|

Mittwoch, Juli 06, 2005


if anybody's gonna ask...

no she doesn't believe in romance anymore becoz paris has lost it too.

and it's too bad she's not a betting woman or else she can be a million dollar babe now.

it was |11:46:00 PM|

Dienstag, Juli 05, 2005


well it gets on my some-matters-perfectionist nerves how the pic and the font colours don't go with one another but wtf. i'm may be awake but i'm definitely not hardworking.

surprisingly, the best summary of my sentiments came from a 17yr old,

sometimes i get so irritated by so many things that at the end of the day, i can't recall all of it.

it was |5:16:00 AM|

Sonntag, Juli 03, 2005



celebrations fit for a queen.

and you, cannot even imagine how lovely it was, with electrico and the live8 concert serenading her from the courtyard. but we'll allow u to have a glimpse here*.

happy birthday mavis!

it was |1:22:00 AM|

Samstag, Juli 02, 2005


people are funny. you want something, and when someone tries to bring that thing to you, you disappear.

yes i'm the free-est. but that doesn't mean that everybody who is busy and bigheaded then has a right to ignore my efforts.

at times like this, i remind myself that our own sun is 300,000 times more massive than the earth and there're all these beautiful stars out there at night but they're just like the sun so there's really nothig special abt the sun despite it being so big and so i can try very hard not to get angry and disappointed again.

it was |12:51:00 AM|

Freitag, Juli 01, 2005


i feel like a plain cookie in a tray of double-chocolate-almond-macademia-marshmallow-dusted with-sugar-frostings-chip cookies.

and a burnt one at that.

it's an absolutely gorgeous day today- the kind that has blue skies, blinding white hses, technicolour flowers everywhere and makes u wanna lounge at the pool/ beach all day - and i wud have taken the chance and am swimming at the pool alr'd a yr ago. but people change and now i'm home feeling like a burnt plain cookie that people cast out.

and as i was telling u last night, it just reassured me yet again that i'm pathetic, useless and an absolutely terrible person leeching on the good of the earth.

it was |4:17:00 PM|