:: punched, drunk and loved ::

Dienstag, Juni 28, 2005

upset. upset. inconsolable! first thing i saw when i on the tv just now? the news. bad news.

Centre Court - Gentlemen's Singles - 4th Round
Roger Federer SUI [1]
6 6 7 (8)
Juan Carlos Ferrero ESP [23]
3 4 6 (6)

of coz, i dun expect miracles from the clay court player. but i haven't caught him in action in this competition yet u noe!!!! unfortunately for him (and me), tsk.. along came federer the grass champion.

this is not federer.

haiz. the last time i saw him winning something was erm, the roland garros 2003? and kissing the spanish king carlos (haha pun in name!) who was in the audience.. and then from then onwards whenever i tune in to his matches he always lost them very effectively.

seems like dun need me to tune in alr'd.

upset upset upset. tmr i'm gonna whine and whine to the coach. and, i need retail therapy now. i haven't shopped for two days!

it was |11:53:00 PM|

Sonntag, Juni 26, 2005

one card, is all you need.

one exclusive card pays for your meals, allows u easy access all over town, and special discounts at various entrances and restaurants.

yes, one card is all you need. *LOL*

anyways, i can't wait to go to the botanical gardens again ~ even tho' its silly ginger garden is really, silli-ly small. and the ridiculous ginger falls is really ridiculously short. but i'm sure that the orchid garden will be a lot more fun, altho' u need that exclusive card to get the fun feeling.

ahh.. and we're very sure that a saturday morning picnic by the symphony lake is very, very nice.. tsk too bad we were the only pple in the middle of the lake without any food. NPB really shud have lockers or s'thing situated in the garden. or maybe they simply assumed that everybody who visit the park either lives nearby or drove there...

it was |1:05:00 AM|

Samstag, Juni 25, 2005

pink is my new green.

quotable quote of the wk:

"ey i thought that in NS uniform cannot hold hands (with the gf) in public?"

"well... maybe it's really NCC u noe..."

oh, and add char kway teow and tom yam noodles to the list too.

it was |12:52:00 AM|

Freitag, Juni 24, 2005

growling stomach on the way home + the lack of taste the past three days = moment of revelation

some people are nourishing hot soups, some are simply vegetables or pasty starch, some are carnivorous and meaty (and i dun mean that in a physical sense, it's "meat" in the sense like, exciting game), some are name-dropping wines, some are cheap and common chocolates, some are as hot and as indigestable as chillis, some are smelly and difficult like durains and cheese, and then there are some who will be desserts for their entire lives and still stupidly grin and glee over the fact.

but of coz, most of us are at one time this and another time that.

all that i wanna eat when this sometimes-dripping-sometimes-block nose and mickey mouse voice clears is some hot and savoury and nourishing soups.

i had a very, very weird dream last night.

it was |1:20:00 AM|

Montag, Juni 20, 2005

milan kundera makes me happy and sad at the same time.

happy becoz i'm not the only one, someone else affirms what i'd thought is true, and it's sad becoz, sadly it is affirmed true.

alright. i've finished his lightness of being, immortality (weiting i wanna buy that bk!), slowness, the joke and 3-quarts thru' life is elsewhere.

and who wants a 20% borders coupon for all ur book purchases until the 4th jul come and take it away from me pleassse. they shud stop tempting me with more and more and more coupons for each transaction. wat a vicious cycle.

oh, and showering at 3am is a bad idea. right now, my nose is not within my control and it's so embarrassing i dun wanna step out of my hse...

it was |1:46:00 PM|

Sonntag, Juni 19, 2005

karl lagerfeld's amusing!

but this is what i think is really funny!!! and the girls are real kawaii too!

i love funny ads. my junior intro-ed this after i showed him the very interesting adidas running shox ad. (if u noe wat's the song in that ad, tell me!) these are for days when u are stuck at home and bored. like today. and now i am hopelessly addicted to the site. *grinz*

try the paris 2012 too. with the ioc meeting less than 2wks away... ... i'm getting the fever. i think paris will win... oh i hope it does!

it was |4:49:00 AM|

wat do u talk abt at 4 in the morning?

maybe u've got worms

no lah! those pple [with worms] look really really really skinny!

to the point of looking scary. so bony
i cant stand some of my female friends who always fuss over what they eat

kills the mood huh?

yeah i guess

dun need to guess... it does!

hahaa
i feel that maybe they shldnt be so conscious of their figure or how they look etc
hmm... sometimes they sound very vain

i think one shud eat and be happy. dun obsess over such things. but of coz not to the stage of overeating lah

yeah correct! moderation
as long as it's not an obsession it's okae

*nods*
which is why i dun think i eat a lot, just that other people eat very little

ohhh excuses excuses!

this is call erm, relativity.

hahaa okae okae
but seriously i think you are right

[... ...]

n u ate the rest!!?!?

i was so put off [by the person fussing]
erm. yah. of coz. then throw away [perfectly good food] meh

. . .

it was really good u noe!

u sure u dun have worms?

yes i am very sure
i check my stools everyday ok

hahaha!!
well some girls in my [s-----] oso like that
so i avoid having lunch with them
or else i wun b able to have lunch in peace

it was |4:42:00 AM|

Samstag, Juni 18, 2005

my camera has not been the same since the accident (which i still haven't told u how what who where when did it happen), despite me and all my love sheltering it all the way to HARBOURFRONT in the freaking RAIN. the images are getting all grainy and stuff. sad.

broken things, no matter how well mended/repaired, are never the quite same as before. the stains, the cracks, etc. - they are always there.

it was |1:49:00 AM|

Freitag, Juni 17, 2005

shall i compare thee to a summer's day?
thou art more lovely and more temperate;
rough winds do shake the darling buds of may,
and summer's lease hath too short a date...

children. u look away for one second and then suddenly they all grow up too fast. the first darling buds of the may, or more accurately june... summer, are out!

it was |12:24:00 AM|

Freitag, Juni 10, 2005

i shud be doing my online tutorials since tuesday but as we know.. NOooo.. it will never get done. correction. it will never get started.

instead if doing online tutorials, i am (not guiltily) online window-shopping. and of coz, the no.1 attraction being victoria's secrets. *nosebleed*

anyways, here's something that i reallyreally like. it's so so so pretty! and it will shut them up. muahahahaha

people (i.e. abangs) who always like to pester, "how come still not attached?" or "so when are u gonna get attached?" or mr. lee's fave line, "aiyah i help u find lah. dun need to thank me ah" will usually get a "shut up or i'll stuff ur big mouth" from me. and now, i've found the perfect thwang to stuff their mouths. and i mean it!!! (the words and the stuffing)

and i really ought to have this done a long time ago too! (sorry candice my dear!)

Total volume of music files on my computer:
this computer, 3.2G

The last CD I bought was: sadly, for my sister -
gwen stefani - L.A.M.B.(love.angel.music.baby)

Song playing right now:
buddha bar - some snake-charming music i dunno wat it's called. track no. 7 from it's website http://buddha-bar.com/#

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
what do u mean 5? u really mean 5million right??? ok for now they're...
1. jamie cullum - twentysomething (very apt for quarterlife crisis... like NOW!)
2. the wallflowers - beautiful side of somewhere
3. love psychedelico - fantastic world
4. the white stripes - blue orchid
5. corrinne may - little superhero girl

Five people to whom I’m passing the baton:
i have no idea who reads this. seriously.
1. liwen (i'm expecting sylvester songs..)
2. johnny (i'm expecting jazz and harry's bar!)
3. diana (erm... lin junjie??)
4. jiayun (hmm... actually i dunno wat to expect)
5. juliana (anime and final fantasy songs.. haha)

it was |8:10:00 PM|

Donnerstag, Juni 09, 2005

i really ought to be sleeping now becoz i have a 9am appt (gosh!) with the doctor but as murphy's laws go, i am WIDE AWAKE.

if u want to know, the tennis coach is very scary.

the tennis was kinda fun. nopez i din't sweat a drop. but it was still very very difficult. simply practising control and projection and drills and stuff. he really got all my weak pts and makes me feel like a prized idiot, no consolation from some people who really shudn't be in this class but shud be in some Advanced ones. and he has penciled in a competition for us with another class on Lesson 6. he claimed that his classes nv fail to beat the other one, coached by his good fren, whom he has been beating since their pri sch days. so much for good frens.

it was |2:36:00 AM|

Samstag, Juni 04, 2005

i dunno what and how i shall say it.

so i will share something similar from some blog i came across which i totally can comprehend now. he's got a beautiful name, but more imptly - such a beautiful way with words. one that i can fall in love with.

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it's cyclical and necessary i read what i wrote in the past, blog entries or prose or whatever.

and despise what i wrote, two months from now this is rubbish.

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this evening, a bird flew into a canteen ceiling fan and got sliced in halves, and i think my world is falling apart, in analagous fashion. or maybe not. i dont know.

shit happens. then where do we go?

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i guess some people find solace in similarity.

i'm holding out for someone more like me to come into my life. not that i have a choice, but i think that's it. not that i have a lack of friends (that is not to say that i have many friends as would conventionally popular people, but choice of friends, or lack thereof, is subjective to preferences, and i dare say i prefer not having people like you, in which employment of pronoun "you" is subversive campus-satirical, on my friendster list).

sometimes i just feel like i need to befriend myself- another myself, with an anatomy and a kindred paunch to lie on- after which i can proceed to leave the rest of the world alone. and vice versa (not tough at all).

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and then, i'm in conflict with myself too. part of me believes "everybody's changing", but my head tells me "we never change". perhaps the former makes more sense, because at any given moment, i find myself from the previous week absolutely imbecilic (which means my wisdom will spiral into infinity someday). everyone feels different to me now, then it was, say, a few weeks ago. then again, i'm the one feeling, so it's probably just me.

supposing keane is right- if everybody's changing all the time, we never change, do we?

it was |1:31:00 AM|

Donnerstag, Juni 02, 2005

i think i'd a very busy day. i think getting caught in the rain with thin clothings is not very glamorous. i think i've become loser-ish - my legs are giving way after running ar'd for only a few errands. i think nice plastic bottles are hard to come by these days. i think i'm paedophilic. i think money shud sometimes fall down from the sky. i think i will even enjoy having too much free time very much if i'm a taitai. i think spgs are very gross. i think egg-white tarts are not as nice as the yellow ones. i think sometimes food simply need the fats and cholesterol. i think that i am fat. i think i need to lose weight. i think that 2pints of beer and half a large pizza is my max volume now. i think stella artois is The Perfect Solution for any thirsty soul. i think my body's very hot and feverish. i think i'm falling sick.

i think that having a bbf u can simply hang out with can't be replaced with anything else in the world.

it was |1:27:00 AM|