:: punched, drunk and loved ::

Freitag, März 31, 2006

The remedy is the experience
This is the dangerous liason (I says)
The comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
Well it all amounts to nothing in the end

Well I heard 2 men talking on the radio
In a cross-fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Well they were counting down the ways to stab a brother in the
Be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss
With the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me
Well if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy

it was |9:20:00 PM|

since when did u change?

since when have u become so clingy and needy, apologetic and accomodating?

since when have u start to run to every important man in ur life the moment u know u've f-up?

today's totally horrendous. let's just say general weariness and irritation of everything. being caught and freezing in the rain doesn't help. altho for once (actually no, twice), i actually met some nice cabbies today. but that's the total reversal of my everyday life too.

the next two wks are gonna be worse.

"well it all amounts to nothing in the end"

i hope i get sick. like, really. then at least i can have an excuse for my insatiable desire to burrow in my bed all day long.

cocoon! cocoon! i couldn't even spell cocoon! argh. seriously, what was i thinking of during that 3 hrs man... everything just slipped past me...

maybe i shud really go and draw some lots... ... the danger is in knowing what u want, but in knowing what u dun want.

all i want now is lots of jason mraz, a really really thick think book (well, mindless ones will do too), some belgian chocolate drink, my old blanket. and i'm all set. but then again, that's the danger.

i've got the poison. who has got the remedy?

ok. everything wun make sense i guess hur hur hur unless u know every bit of the tale...

it was |8:46:00 PM|

Freitag, März 24, 2006

we are so busy. out of no choice, we have to meet up to go home together, so that we can catch up with each other. impromptu-ly s'more.

"i wish that the next 4 wks will pass soon"

"yay. me too."

it was |7:54:00 AM|

Mittwoch, März 15, 2006

being the natural time-waster that i am, followed the link on my dearest cousin's blog and i drew a house and it said (which half of it is kinda eerily true):

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

no concept. no structural considerations. no statements. no nothing. but dun be shy, all of u are invited to myhaus - to see the ridiculously kiddy hse the architecture student has built for herself, click here*

but i'm a kid lah. otherwise, i've a street named after myself now!!! hahaha! come move into my neighbourhood! premium brand! prime land!

Your street 'zhuang' is built!To add houses to the street just give the below link to your friends or post it on your favorite forum:
http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=acda5f3835281720bcfe5450d13d0213

it was |9:21:00 AM|

Sonntag, März 12, 2006

foreword: i hope whoever picked up my OLD phone will get cooties. and rashes everywhere.

of coz.

optimisim prevailed and i was naive enough to think that lightning doesn't strike the same place twice. once upon a time, i lost my phone coz it secretly dropped out of my duffel bag, and i still haven't done a back-up of all the contact numbers periodically, choosing to believe that i'll nv be so careless to lose it again. especially after SO long.

and lost it i did. time makes us complacent. i thought i'd forgot to bring it out that friday. until i reached home at 2am to search. well, it dropped out of my sling bag.

so with that, the last vestige of time has passed. and now i've been FORCED to get a new CAMERA PHONE. bah!

vestige of time? well, to quote our dear xiaopanpan, "wah luckily urs is an OLD phone. no incriminating photos/videos!" (haha of coz no incriminating photos/videos.. i wun take photos as uglee as u all do ok... hahaha) but well, it really marks the passing of an era. the moments it appeared in its short 3-4 yrs life span. and gosh it's been only 3-4 yrs? it seems almost like a lost relic compared with the phones everyone's peddling to me... it's a bit shameful really. all the 15 or 16 yr old young sales boys/girls fawning over the newest techie stuff in the phones and listing out all the hi-functions and which is better and what-nots and i look as lost as a... as a... chinese coolie from the 19th century. altho' i must admit, even the man next to me, with the china-chinese accent, is a h*ll lot more up-to-date than i am!

(oh yes. i'm so ulu until i dint know there's some china-chinese brand trying to break into the mkt? now i can't r'ber the name... if u are free can go to the HELLO@comcentre, under TRENDY left hand topmost corner... my my i must say it does look quite trendy... QUITE only)

i'm the saddest for, of coz, losing everyone's numbers. and i've a feeling i'll nv learn my lessons. all the numbers one has collected over the years, many u dun really use, some u dun even use anymore, but u're just too lazy to delete it away. it's like trying to erase someone off from ur life. but to you, every someone definitely has left an imprint in ur life at some point or another. how does one ever erase that away? (like, the young jap couple who said we must go windsurfing together one day after the courses. we nv did.) whether they've changed their numbers and not told you. or whether they've passed away. yes. it's morbid but i do keep the numbers of those who've passed away (well, it's NOT THAT many). it's like, on some days, when one is really really really bored, u flip thru' all the people u've known and think, "hey who's this??" and then 2 seconds later u remember who he/she is. and u get disconcerted becoz people u know shudn't die so early. young people. don't. die.

ok digressed.

anyways. i'd wanted to get the "there there that flower phone with the mirror". tsktsk unfortunately, my budget doesn't call for that ah. so settled for a better alternative (acc. to the 15/16 yr olds) and passed on that savings to a new number(well it's time to settle all the nonsense calls after all. so yes, if u've an email from me means that i DUN consider u a nonsense. if not... haha), and plenty of blingblings to dress up the bulky bulging bigbrotherbig! (so drop again can see the BLING)

tsktsk u noe.. bling. bulky. bulging big. brother. hey all rhymes~ (haha cheng wenshan: we really are natural poets~)

so well, i guess i'll have to start collecting numbers all over again. (and yet i'm never one good with numbers. haha. pun! tsktsk. poets at work.)

otherwise, it has been a real good and decadent wkend. movies. long lazy lunches and dinners. and an extremely long and lazy but very intellectually stimulating and gastronomically satisfying buffet brunch today. (it's all munich's fault i swear!). it's almost perfect. minus the phone incident and well, work did NAGGED in the back of the head for a while today.. maybe like, 5seconds? well well well.. i suppose i ought to get started soon... guess it's the same predictably unbreakable sunday night syndrome once more.

but. my stomach is growling. the shower is hot. the teevee is on. and my new toy beckons. haha

afterword: wow. this's been a really long entry! haven't "vomitted" out so much for such a long time!

it was |10:41:00 PM|

Freitag, März 10, 2006

forgetting is to dis-remember
the sadness of the heart
that vows to forget
when it cannot

the person that one cannot forget
is the person who is afar
people always urge one
to forget the person whom one cannot forget

kikuta kazuo, kimi no nawa

beautiful isn't it?

i like especially the first line, "forgetting is to dis-remember". the remember rings loudly with forget. actually, i'll like it even better if it's "forgetting is to remember". becoz the more one tries to forget, the more one remembers.

funny. how easy it is to forget some things. and then others not.

it was |10:59:00 AM|

Donnerstag, März 09, 2006

i was gonna post some funny stuff on each of the past few days (coz i dunno. funny stuff just happens to me? my life's a joke. really) but i've been too lazy/ forgetful.

right now, i was also abt to post s'thing intellectually funny but but thanx to some lucky email i'd just read... my heart skipped a beat and ur brains need not be taxed!

thank your lucky stars and pray for me!!! *beams* (p/s dun ask why! just pray! lit incense! throw coins! hug buddha's legs! kneel and count the rosary! all ur efforts will be doubly rewarded!)

la la la.. and now i can't get in the mood for work.. sheesh...

it was |11:51:00 PM|

Mittwoch, März 01, 2006

it distresses me to no end, how easy it is to forget things.

and the secret to my monster appetides and flat stomach? (well relatively. everything's in moderation if u put things into perspective and relativity. haha)

be friends with people as funny and ridiculous as mine are. laugh until stomachache ah!

it was |12:57:00 PM|